my day....my melissa

          Today seems the very tiring day of my week.. hayy i just got home from my mom's house. i left my cousin's place without even telling her that i'm going to leave today and go back to davao!! hahaii i'm so tired of going from one place to another. am i just escaping the problems that is needed to be faced? i'm so tired of thinking those problems.. and i'm so tired of thinking about her. my dear melissa! i've been thinking of you all day, all night, everyday.. even though this sound sooooo ridiculous but this is the truth. when are you going to recognize this feelings of mine? i'm waiting and will be waiting till the day you say that you are already ready.. even if it really hurts to read those blogs that you made, i still have this little hope in me that someday, you'll gonna feel the same way for me too. i'm really looking forward to meet you and chat with you know you more and i also hope that when that day comes, you'll never regret. i accept that i couldn't be like him, the man you really adore/love. but if you really insist that our treatment for each other is just bro and sis or just friends, i will accept it. though it will really really really really hurt me!! oh my dear MELISSA how can i control this feelings... you decorated my life... <3