♥IM SORRY TE♥

          Being in my position is not that easy, when i was only 9 i already encountered lots of problems, not just a simple problem but a very serious one. i really don't have someone to talk to and lean on. we were in Cavite that time and we don't have relatives near us coz they were in Ozamis City and Iligan. when we moved to Davao, i felt the value of family, i meet my cousins, spent time and hang out with them but being new to that environment, nanibago talaga ako as well as my cousines. i really can't please them (kasi nga raw, di nila ako masakyan, di nila masakyan ang ugaling Cavite, i'm wondering lang what's the difference?) hayy, but i didn't mind that thing, coz mga bata pa kami nun i was just considering it as a childish act. but as years had passed, naging grabe na, it seems my cousins (not all) really can't accept my situation. they don't want to mingle with me coz nga sa problem ko. i felt really dissapointed, kapamilya mong tinuring irereject kalang. it really hurts, but i just keep on believing that their reasons of doing that thing--avoiding being with me, is beacause they don't want to get involve with this problem pero diba as a family, you have to help one another? :( i'm really sad because i felt alone in times i need someone to talk to and a shoulder to cry on (funny to hear from a guy like me, but i do express my hatreds and bad feeling through crying coz it gives me a relief though not a total relief but atleast nababawasan). at the time when ang problema ay sunod-sunod na nagsusulputan, i thoght i was really alone, i thought i will face it on my own but ate is there. at first i am hesitant about her offer to be with me at that time that i'm really down and depress. i was kinda shocked coz for the first time a cousin offer a help and comfort me. i thought she's like the others. as time goes by, we're getting close.. we spend time together as if we're bro and sis.. we knew each other. i made this blog not just to tell the story of my life but to tell you all guys who's reading this now that i am very thankful and very happy to have a cousin like her.... i also want to apologize because i really really really really hurt her... i acted so rude and even told her bad words i really didn't mean it te, nabigla lang talaga ako... i really was dpress and sad that time beacause...u know na... but te... I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY... i love you te.... :)  i know this is not enough but one day you'll be surprise.. i will do things that you won't expect me to do just for you so that you'll forgive me.. im sorry and i love you te..