Linggo, Hulyo 31, 2011
It's really hard to hold on to the feelings that you have always held. To treat someone as ordinary, when in fact very special. To keep calm, though you're obviously jealous. To move on your own with an empty and totally wounded heart. To smile even in deep pain. To let go the person you dream forever with. To accept reality of being just friends and to give up everything... though inside you still wanna try.. :'(
Biyernes, Hulyo 22, 2011
what matters most is her happiness....
:) this is cute...
the hands... :( it really can't escape.. my eyes are not that blurred to see that..
but this...
if this can make her happy i'm happy too... CONGRATULATIONS...
I LOVE YOU....GOODBYE
Everytime I think of you, I feel this unexplainable feelings. It seems that the clock stops ticking and its hands are not rotating… funny it is but I really was telling the truth.!!! <3 but…(there is a but) the girl I was talking about doesn’t feel the same way too.. :’( how sad.. but I accept that fact… she had someone in her heart right now (obviously it’s not me) I don’t really know what’s his name and I don’t even have the plan to ask someone to tell me his name… I might get hurt!! But I love it… I just don’t know why?!!! Am I just so martyr??? Can someone give me some advice??? She really makes my world go round, spin it shake it and decorate it put a rainbow on it.. oh my dear sweet angel!!!... how can I stop this feeling? I want to stop loving you so that I will not get hurt anymore but the more I ignore and stop this feelings, the more it grows… to the extent that I’m already missing you and acted so crazy and rude.. tommorow morning, we’ll be going back to cavite because of my mom’s situation… I love to stay here in mindanao because my dear sweet angel is here, but I can’t really dare to be far to my family becaause they’re all I have and besides, i have no reason(anymore) stay longer here :(.. hahay… I’m leaving mindanao… I’m far apart from melissa’s reach… is this a goodbye? Oh I don’t want to think this way. I’m really expecting much from her, I’m really expecting that we would be together (someday)… I have to accept the fact that ME + MELISSA = NEVER!!! Typing this words really hurt my feelings… it really break my heart! I love her… I really do… I don’t care what others would say but I’m really feeling this way.. who the hell cares?!!! I really love her I really do!! I love her… oh this words are so sweet… when would be the time that I will hear this from her mouth? Saying those words with all her heart.. i love her but I guess this is the time to end this… :’( this really hurt… but I have to… I don’t want to bother her anymore… if that guy can make her happy then I’d be happy too… even if my heart is bleeding… goodbye mindanao… goodbye melissa…. Saying this is so ouchiee (as my cousin would say as a new term for hurt)… it seems someone is pulling my heart outside my chest… put it in a blending machine and blend it… this really hurts melissa my dear… I do love you but I think you’re happy with him right now.. I hope he won’t hurt you.. be happy mel, I will never forget you… I will not stop loving you… (now crying) you will always be my melissa… though I don’t have the right to call you my/mine… I love you… and this feeling will never ever change… :’(
Huwebes, Hulyo 21, 2011
my day....my melissa
Today seems the very tiring day of my week.. hayy i just got home from my mom's house. i left my cousin's place without even telling her that i'm going to leave today and go back to davao!! hahaii i'm so tired of going from one place to another. am i just escaping the problems that is needed to be faced? i'm so tired of thinking those problems.. and i'm so tired of thinking about her. my dear melissa! i've been thinking of you all day, all night, everyday.. even though this sound sooooo ridiculous but this is the truth. when are you going to recognize this feelings of mine? i'm waiting and will be waiting till the day you say that you are already ready.. even if it really hurts to read those blogs that you made, i still have this little hope in me that someday, you'll gonna feel the same way for me too. i'm really looking forward to meet you and chat with you know you more and i also hope that when that day comes, you'll never regret. i accept that i couldn't be like him, the man you really adore/love. but if you really insist that our treatment for each other is just bro and sis or just friends, i will accept it. though it will really really really really hurt me!! oh my dear MELISSA how can i control this feelings... you decorated my life... <3
Miyerkules, Hulyo 20, 2011
=== unknown ===
she's one of a kind!!! thanks to my cousin who introduced her to me... hahaha this sound funny but i swear it's true! i'm not looking at her physical features but i'm into her attitude (batasan gud) even if i'm not sure if what i think of what she really was/is.. is true.. but i can say she's perfect.. aaahhhh!! i don't know what i'm saying or typing at this time.. all i know is she's the only one who runs in my mind at this time.. i'm so tired of thinking about her... so tired of hoping that maybe one of this days, we will meet and will have the time to know each other... (I LOVE HER)
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